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4107 CAVITE PHI

  A doodler, potterhead, pianist, football fan. A servant. What you need to understand about me is that i'm a deeply emotional person. I don't need anyone to think i'm cool make me feel fine about myself. I rarely get angry. I rarely cry. I guess I do get excited a lot. ツ

The one who got away.


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"And the blog is back, but not the blogger."

If I were your boyfriend,

I won’t promise “forever”. I’d rather say “always”.  I’ll always care for you. I’ll always make you happy for as much as I can. I’ll always love and protect you. And I’ll always be that one person to understand you when the rest of the world would never even  seem to care. I will always be your man, your boyfriend, your best friend, a brother, and everything that you’ll need. I can’t be perfect but I will love you much more than I understand what love is. I will always be the person that you’d fall for everyday.

I won’t change for worse. I will make you feel loved every single moment of every day. And I won’t just say all these sweet words but do them for real. I will never unloved you - that will never be an option. When misunderstandings come to our way, I promise to be stronger, please do the same. I will keep our relationship, no matter what it takes. I won’t mind lowering my pride if it’s for our sake. I will always be the man that you loved since day one.

And when the time comes that you found yourself not in love with me anymore, which I hope God won’t ever permit, I won’t say anything. I won’t hate you. I will never hurt you back. I can’t. I never will. Hurting you will be the last thing on earth that I will ever do. It’s my privilege to get my heart broken by you. mwa ~

Monday, December 31, 2012
                    December 31, 2012 | Monday

Dear Tumblr, 

           Hey! It’s been a year again. Thank you for giving me a one great year here. Thank you for letting me meet new people, some of them became my friends, I fell in love with the others, had misunderstandings among the few of them and some have walked away but i’m pretty sure we’ll meet again soon. I’m hopeful that they’ll find their way back. Words will fall short in describing how happy I am that I’ve spent my year with these people. Experiences have taught me a lot. I never expected that it will mean this much to me. 

           Before the year officially ends I want to let you know that spending my time here, staring at the dashboard, answering questions, reading messages and meeting other bloggers in meet ups are my loveliest vices. I may have never mentioned this before but I think my life will never be the same without tumblr. Honest. I know that the relationship that we have here is beyond internet-to-person relationship. This is more than the virtual world. Tumblr is my other reality.

                                                                                     Love Always,
                                                                                     Me 

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Dear Reader,                                                            12/12/12 | Wednesday

        I hope you have a reason to smile today. I want you to know that i’m happy to have you around. We may not always talk that much or even don’t have any conversation at all yet, I still appreciate you.

I don't want this to be too long that you'll get bored reading it.
Thank you and I love you, my friend. Honest.

                                                                                      Love Always,
                                                                                      Me

Monday, July 30, 2012

keithchain: O diba, ang sweet ng bestfriend ko. :”> Hey, Dari. It’s nice to know that even though we don’t talk as much as we did before we are still as close and well as lazy as before. I’ll still always be here for you like I know you are for me. I love you, Dari. No need to say more, right? Alam mo na yan eh. HAHA 

We are still “as lazy as before” :P Tamad na tayo forever. And we’re cool like that. Tanggap ko na. >:P You’re the laziest but the sweetest bestfriend kodi. HAHA

Friday, July 13, 2012

July 13, 2012

Dear Followers/Friends,

Parang bumalik ako dun sa time na nagsisimula palang ako dito sa tumblr. Parang kinakain ako ng mga nakikita ko sa dashboard. Alam mo yung feeling na hindi ako makarelate sa kanila? Yung parang ang tagal tagal ko nang nawala tapos hindi ko na maalala kung pano magtumblr. :P 

Ito siguro yung point na parang sa relationships, yung parang nagkakalabuan kayo ng taong mahal mo. Yung parang nafafall out of love kana pero hindi mo maintindihan. Ang hirap kasi sobrang tinatamad talaga ako magpost. Kung magpopost naman ako palagay ko puro kasentihan lang mababasa niyo. Kaya itong post na to na muna ang pansamantalang mababasa niyo. Miss ko na makipag usap sa inyo.

Onga pala hindi din kasi maganda pakiramdam ko kaya hindi ako makagawa ng doodles. Pero bukas promise gagawa ako. 

Kung sino yung gusto ng doodle, Pipili na lang ako. :) Siguro kaya ko gumawa ng mga 5 bukas. Kasi wala naman akong school works. Babalik ako sa regular na pagbablog kapag naayos ko na ang buhay ko. Magulo kasi ngayon. Maraming taong kailanagan ko kausapin ng personal… basta mahabang kwento pa.

Love Always,

~Darwin

Friday, June 22, 2012

June 22, 2012

Dear Future Girlfriend,

Alam mo hindi ako nagmamadali. Madami akong gustong sabihin sayo. Alam ko hindi ako perpektong boyfriend. Hindi ko maipapangako sayo ang isang perpektong relasyon. Dadating yung panahon na mag-aaway tayo, magkakalabuan at hindi magkakasundo, pero pangako ko sayo aayusin natin yun. Kung ayaw mo ako kausapin, hindi kita kukulitin pero hindi kita iiwan. Hindi ako aalis sa tabi mo hanggang hindi ka nagiging okay. Kapag may problema ka, lagi akong dadamay sayo. Pangako, gagawin nating okay ang lahat.

Hindi ako gagawa ng rason para malungkot ka. Sa bawat oras, araw, linggo, buwan, taon at maraming marami pang taon na magsasama tayo, magiging masaya ka. Ipaparamdam ko sayo kung papaano minamahal ang isang babae. Gagawin kitang prinsesa at ipagtatanggol kita tulad ng isang knight-in-shining-armor. Kung may mga araw na hindi kita moko maiintindihan, patawarin mo ako. Hindi ako magtatago ng mga bagay bagay sayo. Pangako, sa araw na maging tayo, ikaw lang. ikaw na, habambuhay.

Kung hindi ka pa handa sa mga ilang bagay, hindi kita pipilitin. Igagalang kita at rerespetuhin ko ang bawat desisyon mo. Hindi ko hahayaang isipin mo na hindi na kita mahal. Araw araw papatunayan ko kung bakit ikaw ang pinili kong mahalin. 

Hindi ako sigurado kung marunong na nga ba ako magmahal o hindi pa. But I promise to love you much more than I understand what love is.  Hindi ko maibibigay sayo ang lahat lahat, pero ibibigay ko sayo ang lahat ng makakayanan ko. Mamahalin kita, pangako mamahalin kita ng totoo. Kung dumating man tayo sa puntong parang hindi na natin maintindihan ang isa’t isa, handa akong ibaba ang pride ko para suyuin ka. Hindi kita hahayaang mawala sa buhay ko. Hindi hanggang mahal pa natin ang isa’t isa. At pangako hindi tayo dadating sa puntong yun. Dahil bago pa man magkaganun, aayusin na natin. 

PS: I’m excited to meet you.

Love Always,

Darwin

Friday, November 11, 2011

Dear Darwin, Happy Birthday.

keithishere:

WTF. Joke. HAHAHA Hi Dari. I really really miss you. Seriously. 

First of all I’m sorry about how things with us went. Everything became so complicated then so weird all of a sudden. It was really difficult. So much shit, madalas nga nagseselos ako eh pero syempre hindi ko na sinasabi sayo yun kasi nga diba hindi ka naman masyadong expressive so feeling ko pag sinabi ko pa sayo yung mga ganung bagay wala din namang mangyayari masyado. I hope we could just forget about all of those crap and move on. Let’s just be happy again. Okay?

I miss you so much. I’m sorry if I haven’t been in touch much. You know me. A lazy ass. :) I promise to make it up to you. Ikaw din naman eh. Yung usual mong malabong tao. Maayos din natin to. :-bd tayo pa! Matigas tayo diba. =))

I will see you, someday. Sabi naman natin yan. I will always be here when you need me, okay? Wag na wag na wag mong kakalimutan yan. Kung kelangan mo ko, alalahanin mong nandito parin ako. Di naman ako mawawala eh. :)

P.S. You still owe me a doodle. Ang daya mo talaga.

^Haggard forever sorry sa itchura ko. 

P.P.S. Ginagawa ko na to bago ka pa mag-TA sakin. :)

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Dear you-know-who-you-are,

Hi! :D Pano ko ba sasabihin ‘to? Kanina ang dami ko ng naisip sabihin, pero nung nakaharap nako dito at magtatype na nawala ata bigla. Thank you :) Thank you for making me feel worthy. Thank you for always making me smile. Thanks for making me feel that i’m loved. I know that i’m not the best person for you to be with. Thank you, you never left me. Although I always make you feel sad, I want you to know that I do care. If I could just turn myself into the man of your dreams, I probably will. ASAP. :)

I will always be your superman and you’ll be my kryptonite. I will always be your Peter Pan and we’ll fly together to Neverland. I always promise that I’ll never hurt you but I always break that promise. Forgive me. How much more can I ask for, I already have you. 

When the time comes that you’ll be hurt because of me, I’ll give you all the rights to give me an upper cut, body slam, a 619 and slap my face until you get tired. Give me what I deserve. I’ll behave. I’ll be your good boy. :) 

Bare with me please. Bare with my korni na mga banat and pick-up lines. I love you :) I always thank God I’ve found someone like you. 

Your babe,

~Darwin